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confessions...
as everyone on here knows, i used to post basically every day on here
but as of lately, i havent been doing that
mainly for three reasons
1. it was summer & i didnt have a laptop
2. being busier with life & a new job
3. im taking a break from modeling
yes, it is disappointing, but if anyone knew my situation right now, most of you would understand
i probably wont start back up for at least another year
maybe when i turn 18, but until then im really not open to any suggestions anymore & wont really be posting "higher" quality photos
again i am sorry & hope most of you will understand
& i know that mos
thank you
this is a special thanks to all the people who gave me all the birthday wishes
& for people who dont know for sure
I AM NOW ONLY 17
anyways thanks again to all the nice people who wished me a happy birthday :)
also, this is late because i havent been on all summer
done with DA...?
ya the title pretty much says what this journal is going to be about
i really feel like i shouldnt be on deviantart any more
i mean i will be on, but i wont be active...
ive been going through alot and i just dont feel like site modeling anymore & trying to get model jobs
sorry if you actually believed in me and thought i would actually succeed in my "career" of being a model
I'm so tired
i cant handle anything anymore...
i have too much going on all at once
i seriously have too much
guys...
relationships...
friendships...
school...
already behind in school (2 f's & ive only had 2 assignments...total)
OSS (out of school suspension)
honestly its all building up more stress & anxiety
my friends are seriously not helping the cause...
like i have any anymore...
theyre all leaving either becuz their parents think im a bad influence and i cant hang out with them anymore or talk or be near them, or im just too much of an asshole to them & theyre just done trying to put up with my bullshit
i cant stand the f
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oh pewdiepie 
i love that guy 
, btw i clicked your link but i cant come too your profile :/
i love that guy , btw i clicked your link but i cant come too your profile :/